My fist Blog.
I know no one is going to be seeing this,but I’ll post it anyway.
So this week has been one of the toughest weeks of my life. I am recently going through a lot. Starting with my grandmother falling and being admitted to the hospital on monday. She fell around 9 o’clock in the morning. Thankfully my uncle was home to bring her to the hospital. She fractured her pelvis and I know thats not very scary. but the scary part is she is almost 80 years old and on coumadin (which makes her blood thin and bruise very easily.) They had to bring in a specialist to figure out when they could do the surgery on her. I cant imagine ever losing her, she is what keeps my family together. She is the reason I have everything I do. After my dad took off we were left with nothing. We didn’t even know where we were going to live. And she took us in. If I ever need anything she is there helping my family and I. And right now I am a complete and total mess. I love my grandmother and I am praying that everything turns out fine.
And number two is financial troubles. I have no clue how I am supposed to afford the deposit for a school I don’t even want to go to but at the moment it is the only choice I have and the deposit deadline is may first and its growing scarily close. I am 17 years old and looking for a second job. My family is in a tough situation, we have lived in poverty all our lives but nothing live this, this past year has been terrible and harder than ever. And now I will be heading to college in august and I will be three hours away in a different state. And with my grandmother falling I don’t want to leave in case anything ever happens again.
But with all these things happening I’m going to make the best of everything and make a significant change in my life. After Anime Boston this weekend I’m going to buy a flip cam. A vlog and change my life. This summer I’m going to do as much as I can before college. I am going to loose weight, make new friends, and have fun. and I’m going to bring the internet along with me. And make a change. And make my grandmother proud of me.
By this may I will be tweeting, blogging, and vlogging my life away.
